I Don’t Like Parties

I never liked parties. Even in high school, I was a part of this social club called Sweet Elite, and I would dread it when we threw parties. Part of my dislike for them was that I always had anxiety. I worried whether people would come (especially if I was hosting) and if I would be interesting enough for the small talk and coordinated enough to pull off the latest dance moves. But although I don’t like parties, I love celebrating…just my way. Despite all this, I put on a dress and some heels last night and went to the 2022 CLIO awards. I could have worn a better bra though, hahaha. But anywho…

I have to say; I didn’t have the time of my life. I know what you are thinking…this is supposed to be an inspirational Vlog. But I am getting to that! Last night I was just awkward y’all. Although I am an ambivert (both an introvert and extrovert), I am more introvert…a social catipillar. And ordinarily, I would have forced myself to attend the after-party, laugh, and small talk until the wee hours betraying my need to quietly celebrate my win with a good book and a cup of tea.

And even though the night was so beautiful, I honored myself and my feelings. I celebrated with the winners at the presentation ceremony, sat with some lovely people, and caught up with old friends/colleagues, but shortly after the awards ceremony I snuck out and went home. Part of me knows I should have stayed and networked. But the most important part of me, took off her heels, put on the flats stuffed in her purse and got her happy little butt on the C train without care or guilt!!

One of the most important parts of life’s journey is to honor your feelings. Sure there will be times when you have to push through and go to the party, attend that work event or client dinner (or whatever it is for you) and be fabulous!!! But when you have a choice…do things the way that feels comfortable to your soul.

Congrats to all the CLIO winners (from home)! You rock!!!